Sleepless Nights

I go through spurts where I can’t sleep. When I can’t, I do my best to not let my mind wander. Sometimes, I can’t help it. Recently, I learned of a couple who found out one was cheating, actually the whole town found out that one was cheating. For so many reasons I cannot getContinue reading “Sleepless Nights”

First Time Seeing the Ex in Months

I have been a bit quiet with my posts lately, I just can’t seem to find enough time in the day lately. As much as I love posting, and getting my thoughts out, this is the first thing that falls to the wayside when I get busy. Baby steps on self care right there. Yesterday,Continue reading “First Time Seeing the Ex in Months”

Sometimes What You Think You Want Isn’t What You Need

Yesterday, I had a memory pop up on my phone. One year ago I accepted a job that allowed me to move closer to family, I was so excited and so were the kids. I thought this was a chance for a fresh start; for me, for my kids and for my family. I acceptedContinue reading “Sometimes What You Think You Want Isn’t What You Need”

The Things I Never Knew…

There are days when I learn of behaviors that my ex displayed, or situations that my kids witnessed that I never knew anything about. I am so thankful they feel comfortable enough to tell me openly know, but it tears my heart apart knowing that I was so wrapped up in my own survival thatContinue reading “The Things I Never Knew…”